How long have I been in this storm?

so overwhelmed by the ocean's shapeless form water’s getting harder to tread with these waves crashing over my head, if I could just see you, everything will be alright, if I'd see you. The storminess will turn to light. And I will walk on water. And you will catch me if I fall. And I will get lost into your eyes. I know everything will be alright, i know everything will be alright.
I know you didn't bring me out here to drown so why am I 10 feet under and upside down? barely surviving has become my purpose, cause I'm so used to living underneath the surface, if I could just see you, everything will be alright, if I see you, the storminess will turn to light, and I will walk on water.. and I will walk on water..